Enough time to waste?

Day care reopening has been the biggest shift in my life this past week. Time thus feels a bit more like a gift instead of something I have to carefully schedule. Time has also become something I can once again waste, which makes me feel guilty - how dare I waste this new gift from God?!? And yet, I also believe that God's gifts are abundant - and so there is enough even to waste it on sitting still, biking, reading, catching up, and ultimately resting.