When I started washing my hands so much that they dried out for the first time in my life, I started pondering 2 Kings 5, especially v. 13 where Naaman's "servants approached and said to him, “Father, if the
prophet had commanded you to do something difficult, would you not have done
it? How much more, when all he said to you was, ‘Wash, and be clean’?””
The following are some of my thoughts:
If I had been
asked to do something hard,
I would have done
it with conviction.
Especially if it
meant saving someone’s life.
Luther argues
that we are not to flee from plague.
We, especially us
in ministry, are to ‘remain steadfast before the peril of death.’
Tending the sick
would be like tending Christ himself.
But instead I am
asked to wash my hands again and again.
Singing some silly
song so I do it long enough.
And to stay home
and stay away from other people.
Where are the
heroics in that?
It seems so
little.
And even almost
cowardly.
As if I’m afraid
of illness and death.
Yet if it’s so
little,
Why do I chafe
under these requirements?
Why do I protest against
it so strongly?
Why do I want to
turn away in anger, like Naaman in 2 Kings 5?
If I had been commanded
something difficult, would I have not done it?
How much more
then, when only this little is being asked of me?
Wash, be clean,
keep others clean.
Wash and be
clean.
Rearrange the way
you look at the world.
For Naaman, the
command was an invitation.
Humble yourself,
wash yourself in
the dirty river of this other country,
follow the
seemingly arbitrary commands of this prophet and his God.
Recognize that
all your best efforts cannot save you.
God alone does
the impossible.
Wash your hands,
stay home.
Let go of your
plans.
Recognize how
little control you have over the future.
Deny yourself
Trusting that God
can use this seemingly small effort to save lives.
Naaman returns to
the prophet healed.
Deeply thankful,
ready to make a great sacrifice.
Except he is not
allowed to pay for the gift he received.
A reminder again
that no matter
how mighty we are
God does not need
our help.
God meets us in
our humanity
The gracious gift
of a piece of earth so that we can align ourselves with God
While not needing
to give up everything in our lives.
An ancient sort
of technology.
Allowing Naaman
to remain with those he cared about.
While continuing
in thankfulness for the gift he received.
Our gifts today
are internet, computers, zoom and Netflix,
Keeping us
connected to those we love
Allowing us to
keep meeting together.
For the request
to stay home is hardly easy.
Being human means being in community.
The lack of physical presence
Requires each of us to go a little against who
We are created to be.
Naaman didn’t
learn humility in a day.
It started with
the quiet voice of a servant girl
And the humility
required to listen to her.
It all began with
a stranger.
A foreign captive
in Naaman’s house.
Who spoke up and
was heard
Who brought words
of hope
A promise of the
impossible
In a time when
distancing makes helping hard
When every other
could be a potential threat
And even those I
love
Are disrupting
the order of my life.
How does one keep
loving and listening?
When I’m turning
in on myself
With barely
enough energy left over for me,
How do I care for
those who are part of my communities?
my next door
neighbors?
Let alone the
foreigner
and the potential
threat.
This illness that
spreads through being connected.
How does my
physical distance
Not become
emotional and spiritual distance?
But that is not
what the servant girl did.
She spoke up.
Naaman listened.
Elisha
intervened.
God acted.
And so the
impossible happened.
Stay at home.
Help others.
It sounds so
simple.
Yet, just like
with Naaman, it asks so much more of us.
It sounds like nothing
heroic,
except to throw
my whole life into chaos
Rearranging all
of our schedules,
Cancelling all my
plans,
Confronting me
with how little control I have,
Offering up my
whole life to you.
The command has
become the gift.
Let go of my
efforts.
Trust in those of
God.
And look forward
to the day when this experience
Is behind us.
When we once
again live fully in community.
And this
experience is like the dirt that Naaman brought home.
A complicated
piece of truth
To remind us of
what we ought to be bowing down to.
Not our own
control and plans.
But the one who
controls all.
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